Leslie Rebecca Stains
This poem came out of me as is, no pre ponder, no pre thinking! I just read the “family” group messages, and I got to tell ya I cried! got pissed! then I smoked a cigarette and got real! and felt compelled to write a poem… freely outta feelings and reality as I see and feel it, here ya all go….
What the hell has happened where the hell did my family go?
why all the fighting and all the words of hatred and pain ?oh hell no!
why the hell did you all lose your head? stop for a second and take a breath and stand back and focus for a minute here , but do it smart do it for a few mins with your just heart…not your head, not with your anger or pain but with the soul mom and dad did start!
I cant believe my eyes, were all divided and grouped by opinions or feelings, how the hell did this come to be, oh damn rip family I suppose the family died!
I see a lot of shit up in here I agree its out of wack, but god damn it we’re family true,, weather you like it or not
stop dividing like demons and see the evil you are growing, stop and think of dad, and our family and where the hell that is going!
every one is up in arms over all the wrongs, but what about all the rights!
and all the times that family has pulled together to back a fight, or support each other when the hell of life had one of us strapped and kicking our ass!
When no one else was there and we as family came together as one…what now were only family when someone is dead or dying- fuck that why did we stop trying?
I cant believe my eyes, were all divided and grouped by opinions or feelings, how the hell did this come to be, oh damn r.i.p family I suppose the family died!
The family I was blessed with
the unique ways it was
might of been twisted and a tad fucked up
but to me in my heart it was the best one! the only one that i got!
I respect you even when you didn’t deserve it because your my family I do this, because I love you all open heartily! cause your my family and I refuse to let words destroy it or because opinions seem to get in the way ,, open your heart and see whats real before its to late. and we the family fade away!
or just sit back and drink one for me, and take a moment to reflect on the family as it was meant to be ,,, and repeat this in silence within your heart ..and hear the tears falling, and the crushing sounds of truths that play through my heart !
I cant believe my eyes, were all divided and grouped by opinions or feelings, how the hell did this come to be, oh damn r.i.p family !
I suppose our family died!
The family I was blessed with
the unique ways it was
might of been twisted and a tad fucked up
but to me in my heart it was the best one! the only one i got!
we all have a truth that we carry day to day..is family worth keeping, and learn to forgive, and attempt to understand or just throw it all away? over words,mend able feelings,misunderstandings and walk away..
I always stay and try, I have never turned my back
truth be told being the youngest
I fear i will be the last to stand, and the last to die
but til then for this family, and ALL INCLUDED I WILL STAND TALL! for I believe in mothers words, no matter what the cost family is family and losing that is not worth any cost!! or choice your pride and walk away ..R>I>P family….i am sorry we died!
feeling amused.
thinking about friends and family.
Twisted Lessons 